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[13 May 2006|05:14pm] |
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I'm thinking that people change throughout time. The events that happen in your life cause your outlook on things to alter. If the outcome of it is postitive or negative depends on how things went. Trying to make things go according to plan just doesn't work out. If you look back and review carefully, you'll realize that the old is treated better than the new. And the attention shown toward whomever changes upon personatlity. The things offered are great, yet the things recieved in return aren't nearly enough. WIthout it you're nothing, with it comes sadness. The presence of it just brightens up everything, but not having it or going back once again to the old, makes everything not as cheerful as it should be. It's very hard to explain. You try and try and try, but the end result never improves. The only thing that improves it isn't the things done, it isn't the things said, it's time. Time plays a big role in everything. Time decifers when things begin and when things end. But what is had now, has no end. But planning things out, doesn't work. It just falls apart. Another thing planned is another thing ruined. Just like how some things trigger others, the brain is a very complex thing. Though I'm sure you already knew that. Expression of advanced feelings does not work. Words can not be expected to be followed with the correct retaliation in mind. Things you are capable of knowing, yet you shouldn't know, are better off being not known. It's almost like a test. It's a test of your mind asking your body, "Can you really last without it?" But most people just jump right on it, because every human is weak. You can't handle it. What life really has to offer is not able to be pretained. You can only focus on one aspect of it at a time. You can't handle not thinking about the future. For the last time, that is how the whole perception of time, and the test of your mind come into play. And you not knowing things for a reason. This information is very vague. So turn this advice into your own version of how you want it to seem. You think of it possitive or negative. But you'll only let things seem to be the way you want them to be, if you have the opertunity to alter it. Just a thought. Peace.
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[04 Mar 2006|08:45am] |
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Alright. So I've been thinking..... I love our relationship, and I love you. I've loved you ever since you were in California. You're more than just my girlfriend you are one of my best friends. I love spending time with you and I care about you so much. We've been together for almost two months, which isn't really a long time. But in that short period of time I've came to the conclusion that I love you so much. I don't know what I would do without you. I don't care that you change the channel every second, or that you hit me in the head with pillows, or the fact that you think everything tastes better frozen, haha. Or that you like to do crazy stuff to my hair so we can laugh about it, or that after I won't let you do anything to my hair you get mad and physically hurt me until I give in... We have such a good time together. I just want you to be mine forever.
I love you.
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| Uhhh Let's See..... |
[26 Feb 2006|06:19pm] |
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So lately I've been doing what I always do. Going to school, hanging around whatever with whoever. My parents just got back from Costa Rica. School is starting to really get on my nervs. I'm starting to miss old times. My grades are bad, the band is like ughhhhhhhh. The only thing I have going for me right now is Jenn and I. I'm so bored. I have homework that I put off until the last minute. I'm tired. I want summer to be here. I wanna be able to go down the beach. I'm sick of all these teachers giving me bullshit. There is a half day on Tuesday. I need like a break from everything. Just like a week or two of doing what I wanna do. I can't apply myself to anything. Neil needs to not be grounded anymore. Josh needs to buy a car. Summer needs to get here. Whatever. I need to stop bitching. I hope next weekend comes fast.
alright?
alright bye.
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| My Weekend.... |
[05 Feb 2006|09:25pm] |
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This weekend turned out to be pretty good. I saw, "When A Stranger Calls." It was a horrible movie but Jenn & Liz were there so it's all good. Then I saw WTD, The Number Twelve, and The Fall of Troy at the Grange. It was a good show. The Number Twelve is so amazing. And yeah, today I went to the mall with Jenn and Josh was there too. It was a complete disaster for Josh..... I had a good time though. Then we came back to my place chilled for awhile, now I'm here. I have to do a report that was due on Friday, and I have to wake up at 8:30 tomorrow morning to go to court. But whatever I don't care.
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[02 Feb 2006|07:33pm] |
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So I got a new journal. To sum everything up within the past like few months, nothing of any significance has happened except me going out with Jenn. I have a report to work on. There are so many distractions.... But alright I better get to work.
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